venerdì 14 novembre 2014

domenica 9 novembre 2014

Limits

You should never make fool of a person by promising an offspring. 
You can get over a partner.
You cannot get over the image of the child you could have had with that very person, and over the illusion of the following life together.
And illusions can be so real.

mercoledì 5 novembre 2014

Dream

I still have in my mind tge sweetest thoughts.
I see our baby Daphne,  even more beautiful than we would have thought.
And I see you, beautiful in a white dress coming to me.

And now, when reality prevails again, my heart sinks.

domenica 20 aprile 2014

Infinity

And I wait
Till I cannot hear the clock no more
Endless hours
Just waiting for your words
I've been waiting way too long

I don't want to wait
Another life to be with you
Yet I can't help it, I keep yearning
For words that will not come

giovedì 14 novembre 2013

Haunted

So many months have gone by, so many people I've met...

I thought it would help.

I went back to work after an 8-months leave.

I thought it would help.

Yet all I can think about is that I wanted to spend some of this time with her.

I still miss her. Despite her behaviour, despite her anger, despite her terrible words, despite her arrogance, despite the million defects she has, despite the distance, despite the language, despite so many cultural differences.

I still dream her. Often. Too often.

She could see me. She could have me back. She didn't want to, simple.
I wish I had a solution. Yet I can't see it, if there is any.

I wish she would talk to me. I wish she would.... anything.

I hope that these months would be enough to forget her, yet I was wrong.

Her beauty, her intelligence, her eyes, her hands, her voice, her wit, her class... everything is still in my heart.

And I'm almost afraid to sleep.

venerdì 20 settembre 2013

Illusion

If i could go back in time
So many words I'd avoid to say
Many mistakes I regret
I paid for them with all the tears I've cried

If I could go back in time
How many times I'd scold myself?
I wouldn't stand watching powerless
While I screw up my own life

I would get back to the time
When I spoke those words I shouldn't have
I would teach myself the lessons that
I've learn instead scratch by scratch on my chest

Please forgive me if you can
All of you, whom I somehow made
Angry, sad, pissed off and much more
Please try to understand
I never wanted to cause you any harm
Don't blame me for inexperience
But take my hand and lead me to a new tomorrow

Countless are those I've hurt
As many as those who hurt me
Sometimes I wish i could disappear
Erase my presence from your memories

I would get back to you all
To show you what truly lies in my head

Please forgive me if you can
All of you, whom I somehow made
Angry, sad, pissed off and much more
Please try to understand
I never wanted to cause you any harm
Don't blame me for inexperience
But take my hand and lead me to a new tomorrow

I take the blame
I take the shame
I take the blame
I take the shame.