Feeling in the rain (unfinished)

Rain falling like teardrops from the sky
One could think that angels cry
For all these lives fading away

I take them one by one on my face
Cold and piercing like an arrow's point
Wishing them to
quench this burning hell inside

Or simply freeze my consciousness
I never wanted to know
I didn't ask to understand
Nor to have a heart


One by one we end up all alone
Rotting into our true mother's womb
Leaving memories and our tomb

I see zombies endlessly wasting time
Hurting others 'till the day they die
Using and abusing them, never satisfied


Oh please, just kill my perceptions
I don't want, I never wanted to see
I didn't ask to realize
Somebody stop my brain.