Incomplete Thought

(to be reviewed)

Shattered and reduced
To stupid things
I can only sit and sing
Tryin' to ease the loneliness
While
Covered all in autumn clouds
The sky looks grey...
Still more coloured than my soul
While I wait the day to slowly fade

Love and pain
Sometimes they just feel the same
Look at me, I feel insane
I cry without feeling shame
Love and pain
Whispering in the dark your name
In my heart, both night and day,
Since the moment you went away

Walking all alone
I look around
wondering why when love I've found
She had to go away so fast
And
What she's left is nothing
But her smell
And her smile, so vivid in my eyes,
Fading day by day and I

Struggle with myself not to kneel
And curse the sky
For what I feel
Deep inside
Suicide
My, oh, my,
This ain't right
I can't fight
So, then why,
Lord, have you allowed me
to touch the sky?

Love and pain
Sometimes they just feel the same
Look at me, I feel insane
I cry without feeling shame
Love and pain
Whispering in the dark your name
In my heart, both night and day,
Since the moment you went away

Forever Gone

Survived, not right
To this big empty you've left
Of what was us, now there is nothing left

I can't go on
(I) try to clean this empty room, but
I can't remove the handkerchief you've left

There's still your CD
in the player
The pillow's still got your shape and your smell

Here I can't stay
I'm going insane
I run outside and hope for some fresh air

And as a gust of wind blows
Shivers down my spine
Tell me oh, too softly,
Something I don't wanna know

Flowers roasting quietly
Indifferent as I cry
They wouldn't know the pain I feel
A-knowing that you're forever gone
Forever gone


Lonely is the street, the crickets sing
Burnin in the sun
Every little step I take is

heavy like a stone
Leaves will start to fall
And way before I'll know it
You'll be a star shining in someone else's world

And as a gust of wind blows
Shivers down my spine
Tell me oh, too softly,
Something I don't wanna know

My skin is burning quietly
While people passing by
Wouldn't know the pain I feel
A-knowing that you're forever gone
Forever gone

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Bus stop goodbye

I watch her walkin' up those stairs
and she looks just a little smaller
There's a pain growing in my chest
And my voice is too faint to call her

I can't help but to stay with her
While my world shrinks to little pieces
There's nothing else I desire
but to hold her a little longer

Left in frustration, I feel in a freak show
With these tears I cannot hide
Such goodbyes shouldn't ever take place in
Anyone's life

Now I'm here sitting all alone
All that's left are her smell
And some words written on a book
Only oasis in this desert

What will be I can't really know
And my hopes are all getting smaller
But I won't give it up like this
We can be so much more than memory

I'll follow the mirage, live through tomorrow
There is nothing I should hide
Just like the Phonenix, from the ashes of sorrow
I will rise

Hear now my screaming, feel now my feeling
In a wasteland now I thrive
I wish you could be here, and just like the Phoenix
We could fly

We belong together
We belong together

Hear now my screaming, feel now my feeling
In a wasteland now I thrive
I wish you could be here, and just like the Phoenix
We could fly

We belong together